Sometimes, not really knowing why, i'm pretty pissed off with the world. All of it, including my friends, including people i usually care a lot about. Everybody just pisses me off. Big time. People say it's just hormonal. I'm not so sure. I guess i just reach a point where i'm fed up with "friends" assuming they can just ask anything from me, and colleagues who just don't really bother taking care of my feelings.
Today is one of those days. Wasn't a bad day though, i've felt quite happy harvesting seeds while listening to some old cheesy 80's french music, until the light switch of the growth rooms kicked me out. I'm not really stressed either, nor tired, nor even bored. Just pissed off. Maybe this email from my best friend in the morning has set the tone for the day though. Not knowing whether she was just joking (ah, ah, you're such a funny girl...) or if she was actually being serious telling me i'd have to lead the choir for her daughter's christening. You'd kind of expect a friend of 20 years to know that this kind of prospect is just very close to your vision of hell. Or maybe am i just being very naive, when i'm expecting my own best friend to care or even to think about my feelings. Oh well, anyway, she was surely joking, wasn't she ?
Make their day, be kind, be nice, don't do to others what you wouldn't like them to do to you...
Bullshit, obviously. |